Those who know, know; Those who don’t, can’t understand, is not some intelligence requirement, nor some physical or mental “special ability”, is about belonging to something greater then yourself, a code for good, sometimes law can be misinterpreted, blurred of what it should be on an ocean of ideas and credos, Uncle Sams Misguided Children is not so far fetch from the truth, some hide from it, however to those lucky few who are willing to shape it, tune it, give a name and a feeling, for that is what it means, you don’t try to be one, you don’t act like one or become one just by signing on the line, you are.
Is the sense to see that you are a buiding block of a great pyramid, things are better, things are ordered, you still have freedoms but also are trained for the balance of it, is an understanding of the architecture in life, forget time and space, LIFE.
Now i sit and look at the time waiting for the time to clock out, but long time ago, i crossed the desert with a rifle in my hands.
_a todo esto, los hombre siempre son asi, se imaginan cosas o no entienden, en vez de preguntar que sucede
-ha! y cuando preguntamos o se indignan y no dicen nada o dicen algo sin sentido y decimos “no entiendo” se indignan mas!!!
_es que debes de ser como fuerte que mire que estar muy serio, y es como yo se que tienes algo, quiero saber que es, si me quieres decir seria excelente y si no pues no estare como esperando a que te de la gana para decirme, y creeme eso nos hace pensar en como estamos actuando
-.- *sight* awanta deja decifro esa madre
-no wee no le entendi
_jajaja mira la niña esta molesta y tu no sabes ni que rayos le pasa
_intentas hablar con ella y esta de sangrona o algo asi
_entonces tu le dices, hey quiero hablar se que tienes algo y me gustaria saber que es
obviamente ella lo negara y dira algo sin sentido xD
entonces tienes que ser serio y actitud fuerte que sepa que realmente no entiendes que le pasa y darle a entender que te importa saber que tiene, pero que es tonto! que se este comportando asi y tu no vas a estar todo el tiempo como de ‘rogon’ por asi decirlo entonces ya nos ponemos a pensar que estamos actuando mal, y decidimos tranquilizarnos y ya no portarnos asi n,n
-honestamente, no tengo el tiempo o la energia para eso, mi carrera es primero, necesito prepararme y cualquier cosa que me distraiga de lo que necesito hacer en esta etapa de mi vida, no, lo siento pero no, no me voy a poner a perder la cabeza por alguien, si ella fuera inteligente, se dariia cuenta que mi carino es del bueno y que no me gusta ser mamon, el ser mamon es un mecanismo de defensa porque te portas bien y te quieren agarrar de pendejo, dime que no
_jaja si tienes razon
-ah pos aita
_pero osea, al decirle a alguien que ahorita tiene esa prioridad de la escuela, que te gusta, que quiere estar contigo pero simplemente no puede ahora, y que no le gustaria que lo olvides o que conozca a alguien mas, no es algo egoista?
-ah egoismo, el egoismo no es malo, el egoismo extremo es lo malo cuando haces cosas por ti mismo es egoismo, pero siempre y cuando no danes a otros no se puede considerar poco etico, es bueno ponerse a uno mismo como prioridad, al fin y al cabo te tienes que proteger a ti mismo, imagina que dejes la esc por estar con alguien y
si no funciona? no hubiera sido mejor ser egoista? primero tu y luego los demas
no quiere decir que no te importe la otra persona, simplemente te pones a ti mismo primero, esta forma de pensar es muy diferente a la forma de pensar catholica
cuya doctrina es de sacrificio por otros, sin embargo, sacrificio propio por el bien de otra persona, es una forma de esclavitud, debes aspirar a ser un individuo libre
y no danar tu propia vida por el bien de otro, tal vez entenderia si fuera un familiar o algo asi, pero un novio o novia?
-nunca debes de sacrificarte por un novio o novia o pedir que tu pareja lo haga por ti
eso es MAS egoista aun, cuando le pides a un muchacho que ande de rogon tras de ti
no solo estas siendo egoista… pero te conviertes en egolatra.
_no inventes dani, nunca lo habia pensado asi :c
-la gente cree que yo no les ruego a las mujeres porque me creo mucho, carita o por mamon, no corazon, yo no le ruego a una mujer, porque una mujer que te quiere traer como menso a cambio de su aprobacion no te conviene.
-ese tipo de mujer, no le importa los sentimientos de otros, solo le importa sentirse bonita y satisfacer sus propias inseguridades, una buena mujer, no necesita que le rueguen, ella sabe quien es y que es lo que quiere.
cuando encuentre a una muchacha, que me quiera y que le gusta que la quieran no tendre que rogarle ni ella tendra que andar de arrastrada, simplemente nos enamoraremos y ya.
-no es a ver quien gana, el amor no es una competencia, el amor es estar locos en la misma sintonia.
I still cannot understand people do not believe in Aliens, it is a mathematical and logical certainty that aliens are real, let me break it down to you really simply:
What is our sun? it is a star, good im glad you know this
The many stars that you see at night are less then the 1% of all the stars in our known universe, take note of the 1% rule we will use here.
There are at least 100 BILLION stars in our known universe. There are a lot more, but we will simplify here to the bare minimum.
Now since all of those stars are suns like ours, how many do you think have planets orbiting them like ours?? lets say 1% of them. The minimum.
That means 1 BILLION stars have planets like our sun does, how many of those stars have planets with LIFE in them, again lets say 1% of them, the bare minimum.
That gives us 10 MILLION planets that support life. of these lets take the 1% and give those planets INTELLIGENT life, another form of species like us, ALIENS.
Now we have 100 THOUSAND intelligent species in our universe, 100 THOUSAND kinds of aliens spread across all the galaxies.
Oh but we can go further then that, MUCH further.
Of these 100 thousand species, only the 1% are able to survive the many natural disasters that are all too often in time, the dinosaurs did not survive a meteorite and we humans were severely cut short by the black plague, to that we have wars and stars going supernova or colliding w one another.
Now only 1000 intelligent life forms remain alive, of these only the 1% are able to successfully create the necessary technology to communicate and travel through space, that leaves us with at least 10 alien species who can travel and or communicate with us.
Aliens exist, is a matter of logic, wake up, THINK.
I dont believe in god, but i do believe in good, as in oppose to evil, i dont believe that we need religion to be good people, but for some they do need religion, they do need god, and if it makes you a better person, then good for you.
On Thursday, Darrell Scott, the father of Rachel Scott, a victim of the Columbine High School shootings in Littleton, Colorado, was invited to address the House Judiciary Committee’s subcommittee. What he said to our national leaders during this special session of Congress was painfull and truthful.
They were not prepared for what he was to say, nor was it received well. It needs to be heard by every parent, every teacher, every politician, every sociologist, every psychologist, and every so-called expert! These courageous words spoken by Darrell Scott are powerful, penetrating, and deeply personal. There is no doubt that God sent this man as a voice crying in the wilderness.. The following is a portion of the transcript:
"Since the dawn of creation there has been both good &evil in the hearts of men and women. We all contain the seeds of kindness or the seeds of violence. The death of my wonderful daughter, Rachel Joy Scott, and the deaths of that heroic teacher, and the other eleven children who died must not be in vain. Their blood cries out for answers.
"The first recorded act of violence was when Cain slew his brother Abel out in the field. The villain was not the club he used.. Neither was it the NCA, the National Club Association. The true killer was Cain, and the reason for the murder could only be found in Cain’s heart.
"In the days that followed the Columbine tragedy, I was amazed at how quickly fingers began to be pointed at groups such as the NRA. I am not a member of the NRA. I am not a hunter. I do not even own a gun. I am not here to represent or defend the NRA - because I don’t believe that they are responsible for my daughter’s death. Therefore I do not believe that they need to be defended. If I believed they had anything to do with Rachel’s murder I would be their strongest opponent
I am here today to declare that Columbine was not just a tragedy — it was a spiritual event that should be forcing us to look at where the real blame lies! Much of the blame lies here in this room. Much of the blame lies behind the pointing fingers of the accusers themselves. I wrote a poem just four nights ago that expresses my feelings best.
Your laws ignore our deepest needs,
Your words are empty air.
You’ve stripped away our heritage,
You’ve outlawed simple prayer.
Now gunshots fill our classrooms,
And precious children die.
You seek for answers everywhere,
And ask the question “Why?”
You regulate restrictive laws,
Through legislative creed.
And yet you fail to understand,
That God is what we need!
"Men and women are three-part beings. We all consist of body, mind, and spirit. When we refuse to acknowledge a third part of our make-up, we create a void that allows evil, prejudice, and hatred to rush in and wreak havoc. Spiritual presences were present within our educational systems for most of our nation’s history. Many of our major colleges began as theological seminaries. This is a historical fact.
What has happened to us as a nation? We have refused to honor God, and in so doing, we open the doors to hatred and violence. And when something as terrible as Columbine’s tragedy occurs — politicians immediately look for a scapegoat such as the NRA. They immediately seek to pass more restrictive laws that contribute to erode away our personal and private liberties. We do not need more restrictive laws.
Eric and Dylan would not have been stopped by metal detectors. No amount of gun laws can stop someone who spends months planning this type of massacre. The real villain lies within our own hearts.
"As my son Craig lay under that table in the school library and saw his two friends murdered before his very eyes, he did not hesitate to pray in school. I defy any law or politician to deny him that right! I challenge every young person in America , and around the world, to realize that on April 20, 1999, at Columbine High School prayer was brought back to our schools. Do not let the many prayers offered by those students be in vain. Dare to move into the new millennium with a sacred disregard for legislation that violates your God-given right to communicate with Him.
To those of you who would point your finger at the NRA — I give to you a sincere challenge.. Dare to examine your own heart before casting the first stone!
My daughter’s death will not be in vain! The young people of this country will not allow that to happen!”
- Darrell Scott
Written Jan 5th 2012:
I was staring at the bullet, looked like a copper marble in the middle of a spiral, we always had the taboo of looking down the barrel, someone might think us crazy, but today there was so much more at stake then the judgement of a fellow with a funny haircut.
I’m logged online and Dave keeps fucking up my concentration, “don’t do it” he says, one person online at 1 am, so i write :
-To all my family, brothers from another mother and friends, there is nothing to fear ahead of you, once this realizes into your mind, so many thing become peaceful within you, you try so hard but when dream after dream crumbles in front of you, well there is only so much one can endure, i saw this movie “zeitgeist” on religion and is quite remarkably one of the best films that explain in detail how we have been duped and manipulated into thinking that which is ridiculous and insane, it helped loose the fear of a “hell” just one more fail safe to ensure our compliance,what happens to us after we are not here? do our actions matter in this physical realm? the mind is such a dangerous place to wander in, and still so inviting, part lazy, part curious, part hurt and delirious, i sit here with the ultimate decision, to be or not to be, to push on through with all of it or just be brave and reach out, course many will be hurt and sad, but i do believe with all my heart that life moves on, it has this long at least-
There is Taylor again trying to keep me alive, bless him.
Every inch of this place reminds me of her, i have realized that without those you love this things i sit on or stare at are just things, my surroundings are no longer those of a home, Born in Tijuana then uprooted and moved to the states at 16 only to be stucked in a culture that does not want me or accept me, so i left to go to a different system which did not accept me either, it was there in Fort Nogent that i realized i was making the same mistake again. So i went home, and for a time it was good, but then she came along and with that love and good intentions which are so usual for loved ones, she took a sledge hammer to my bubble of self preservation, and it hit me like a round straight to a Kevlar, i don’t belong here, i dont fit, and it would be nice to feel what that is like.
I am Mexican but my way of thinking and doing is all american, my arrogance and pride, my love and fondest memories do not come from this border town, they hail from some bright light boulevard or a farmers high school.
Now is hard not to notice the run down buildings, the decadent streets, and the fake wanna-be american joints that fool only the ignorant, is coming, i feel it and the only thing that keeps me afloat is hope, hope that things will get better that life still has a chance, that i still have some strength.
I am a fool for hoping.
I didn’t pull the trigger that night, and once things settled a bit i figured out the after life will always be there waiting life wont. So don’t give up yet, and know that every feeling you’ve ever felt, so have someone else, even if they pronounce it, show it or deal with it in a different way, millions of people have felt the same way you do. So how can you be alone?